Going Through the Motions

My depression and anxiety have reared their ugly heads more than usual. I seem to live with a certain baseline that I have learned to accept as "normal" for me. Jaw-clenched, fidgety, unemotional, busy mind... I think a lot of it has to do with my existential depression. I recently found out I have scoliosis.... Continue Reading →

Emotional Bonds

As I get older, I strive to learn more about myself. If only I had spent my 20s figuring out who I was. Instead, I worried what other people thought and had unhealthy codependent relationships with people who were toxic for me. There's no use crying over spilled milk now. All I can do is... Continue Reading →

Here Comes Winter

Some people love snow. It makes them feel like the holidays are here and time to celebrate Christmas. For me, it triggers my depression. I suppose it's because I have to drive in it. Right now, the temperature is 14 degrees (Fahrenheit). That makes me feel miserable. I don't like skiing. I don't like building... Continue Reading →

Love Me Some Podcasts

So, I recently “discovered” podcasts. Yeah, I know, welcome to reality, they have been wildly popular for ages now, right? Well, I’m late to everything. You should hear how old I was when I lost my virginity. No, it doesn’t beat The 40-Year-Old Virgin but I was well into my twenties. Shit, that was too much information,... Continue Reading →

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